Forsaken Friend

Oh I forgot to mention that I bumped into Dave yesterday when I was out getting dinner. He was smiling (or smirking) when he first say me and the first words he uttered were "Where have you been ar?". I know I have been an MIA friend to many of my mates whom I had been hanging out quite a bit before I got married last year. I have no excuse. I'm sorry but these mates are somewhat my 'party' mates whom I have nothing much to say to except the usual weekends 'where's the party' routine. I was invited by another friend to Zouk over the weekends but I have no interest whatsoever. It just isn't my kind of cake anymore. I'm very much comfortable staying home over saturday nights. I guess I'm just getting old...

Or the other reaon I don't feel like partying anymore, according to my memory, is that I'm depressed. The more depressed I am, the less interest I have in exciting events. Is that contradicting?